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Really tired of this freaking life.
Really really tired.
...
there's really alot for me to cope with.
URRRRGGGGFFFF

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Headache headache headache headache

Havent finish studying everything
Foundation's not even there.
OMG!!

Headache headache headache headache

I wanna faint already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Headache headache headache headache

Haiis.
tis is gg to be over fast enuff i hope.
soon i'll be shopping EVERYDAY.
i'll forget bout the unhappy soon.

Sometimes.. like seriously.
i'll like to remind some people.
to not take ppl for granted.

i need the care.
i need the love.
what i dun need,
is more ditching,
more falling out.

just wanna be best friends.
hope that it'll work well.
 

Ris Low's interview with Shan and Rozz.

I learnt a new word. (: SHINGZ

 

Watching Russell blackout in survivor makes me oxygen-deficient.

School still sucks.
still not doing well.
dint study for my test today.
guess i'll score like shit results again.
feeling stressed.
really stressed.
what if i cant make it.
i'll be demoralised
i'll have to waste a year.
i'll humiliate the family.

i'm kindda pissed.
mat Gramm needs the doctor.
shouldnt all or maybe at least my mum, yi yi and jiu jiu go with her?
Tis is so annoying.
My dad actually accused my auntie of pushing the responsibility to my mum.
my auntie really dint understand english or maybe she really had the thought of pushing the responsibility.
But think bout tis... if she's asking my mum to come along and not tell my mum to bring my gramm to the doc
dun u tink she's at least making some effort.
i dun understand these adults.
i'm sure.
most certainly, they wouldnt want their kid to treat them liddat.
accusing each other of taking advantage.
but seriously.
what are they doing?
if i'm gramm. i'll probably be too sad .

really... i find tis so outrageous.
why must he always see things so critically?
Don't he know wad ren qing wei (humanity) is?
Why is he making these remarks.

I noe he's a great father.
as in he really cares bout me and my bro
but the way he treat other human beings.
i dun like it.
not all humans are like what u tink they are, dad.
i noe i'm young.
maybe there's a lot of things i haven't seen.
but look.. if most ppl are evil.
majority will be criminals.
and the criminals will rule the world.
do u noe???
gees...
i really feel like i'm smearing my dad's reputation.
but hey...
guys.. and gals...
my dad's a nice person.
just that he's(or even my mum's) just too careful.
they're a bit too protective.

but i thank God.
that my mum's not like Serena from Three Sisters Diary by Karen Quinne
And that my dad's not like Elliote -- Serena's husband.

I have nice parents who've brought me up well.
i'm just complaining once in awhile bout their critical view on ppl they dun know/understand.
there are still innocent and nice ppl around u noe.
be more positive maybe?

Hmm.. but i love them still.
i do u noe...

Hmm.. the news of my gramm needing the doc.
not pleasant.
xinhui needs to calm herself down.
she needs to talk to someone other then her parents.
i'm really afraid.
i dun wan anything to happen to her.
i pray...

Feeling kindda left out.
Like i've lost my friends.
Like i've no longer that many stuff to talk to them about.
Feel like i'm no longer their friends.
Tis is just weird.
there's probably just too much on my mind.
and i dun really wanna talk to them bout it.
cux talking bout it makes me uncomfortable.. kindda.
dwelling in such negative tots is so not me
i'm gonna need to snap out of it.
but the catching up with my friends part.
it feels rather tough.

i dunno...
tings just suck so much.
JC's tough.
haiis.


 

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Things are looking better now.
Life's kindda back on track
Manage to study abit more than usual.
But still more to catch up..

Granny's not shitting blood anymore.
but still on medication.
hope she fully recover soon.
ouch to see my granny liddat.
Ouch to see my mat Gramma's body failing her too.
Ouch ouch...

Hmm..
Happy that we are like good friends rite now.

Looks like life is looking abit better already.
Really hope things goes on smoothly.

Thank u ppl.
who's always encouraging me...
Love u guys loads!!

Hmm..
Need to work harder than ever.
JY JY iuhnix
And those who's taking their A's O's or any test at all. (eg. Bike's driving test for al.)

Goodness me....
I need a good rest after A's.
but i totally figured that i'll be hanging out til i drop after A's.
And working so hard for Kachings to build a new wardrobe.
plus NYSS and i Touch
and.. i wanna repaint my room
plus refurnish it if poss.
many shelfs and more garnished models.
speaking of which more shine needed!
Need more clothes too..
SHOP SHOP SHOP~~

heh heh.. looking forward to a bright future.
i may need to retain.
but i noe i will make it somehow.
THOUGH I REALLY WANNA FINISH IT ONCE AND FOR ALL.
ok.. i try.

GOTTA GO!
time to sleep!!

PS: just being positive.